FYP's turning out to be utterly stressful.


After starting for 4 days (4th day today), I have stayed frpm 9+am till 10pm, had 2 different nightmares on FYP, and basically, burnt out mind everyday after lab.


First nightmare was on Sunday, whereby I dreamt that Xiang has already finished her thesis, and in the dream, I was panicking: "SHIT. Xiang has already finished her thesis and I have not even started on my FYP!"


And for someone who seldom remembers her dreams, it goes to show how traumatising that dream was.


Then, it was yesterday when I had recurring nightmares on not being able to add the drug in time, thus having to re-do the whole experiment. I had this nightmare 4 freaking times, and each time I sat up wide awake, in cold sweat.


After 2 times of the nightmare, I nearly smsed Xiang at 4.30am to tell her about the horrid nightmare, but I decided not to, and went out to the couch to sleep instead.


And that's when I had the subsequent 2 nightmares. All of me not being able to add the drug in time, or the drug I added was of the wrong concentration, or the antagonist being too strong etc etc.


OMFREAKINGGOSH LA.


I suspect that I didnt even sleep at all as I woke up being more tired than ever. I think my subconscious was working the whole damn time, resulting in me having the same nightmare again and again non stop.


I have a sad life.



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