Sometimes, when one keeps doing the "right" thing for the people around one, buying things for them 'cause it seems right, taking care of them 'cause the other person is taking care of one's child, sending them all around 'cause one feels that one owes it to them and thus one must do whatever one thinks one ought to do..


.. one inevitably hurt the ones that matter, overlooking the ones that matter, even going as far as forgetting about the ones that matter.


Or do the ones that matter matter at all?


Is it just a one sided thinking that one matters 'cause they ought to be the ones that matter?


One thus guess, with no expectations, there wouldnt be any disappointments. But how can one not be disappointed? It's in built in one. If one cant even depend on something that one has been counting on for the past 22 years, then there's nothing much in this world that can be relied on anymore.


Confusing post? =)